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If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? Did you ever wonder if you could fly and try to pick your legs up 'cause you saw it in a cartoon? Did you ever try to lift your chair up while you were on it to fly? Don't you think it's weird that you'd judge a girl if she posts a pic of herself in her underwear but it isn't so bad if she was wearing a bikini?

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2. I wouldn't be feeling this way if i'd picked him instead. Why did i pick you? Why. You don't deserve it. At all. Stop taking me for granted. He'll never take me for granted. You didn't even care about how i feel. He ALWAYS cares about how i feel. You're selfish. He's far from it. Sometimes, you make me think you're not even trying. I need to talk to you, but i feel like i'll annoy you if i

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Hi guys. I know what you all are thinking. Well, most of you wonder if i'm still with Joshua or not. Or if i was with Brendan. But that doesn't really matter because if you think about it, why are we all so confused? 'Cause i'm a fucking slut right. K nvm. Well, for awhile, i didn't know what i was anymore. Was i still Joshua's girlfriend? And what the hell was Brendan to me? Well i'm sure now.

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I haven't had a single ounce of sleep last night. I don't need it.I'll blog later.

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Sup?!I woke up early again today. Not surprised since i slept extra early last night but surprised because i actually got out of bed. I panicked because i left my GIRO form under the table ): it's making me so sad right now omg i'm going to be in so much trouble.Yesterday, we had two class tests. Physics and History. I was so unprepared for both, but i think Physics isn't that hard. I totally

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Hey guys, short post before i go to school.I decided i'm not gonna get the macbook charger anytime soon. I can just use my brother's computer if i really really need it. I'll just keep saving money until something comes up! Hahah. So... That's about it.I don't know what i am anymore. ~

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Hello guys! Today was a really ok day I guess. It started out really bad because i went to make plans to watch a movie at Brendan's house, but Dad had to suddenly call and ask my mom to book a barbeque, 12pm to 5pm. Well, he only came home at around 2 pm, and the barbeque only started at around 4pm, and since i had nothing to do, mom let me go to Brendan's house until 9pm :D . Yayyyyyy. Also,

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3. Wow i don't even understand myself.

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My life is horrible. I know it. But do you wanna know something? I don't really care. It's bad enough that i'm not making something out of anything at all. Do you have any idea what it feels like to see all your friends around you and you can imagine them grow up and have lives and make something with themselves while you would still be stuck living with your parents in a shit hole you're

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Hey guys! I still haven't gotten my macbook charger yet in case you guys are wondering. I felt too guilty to leave my blog alone for too long without pictures so i decided it wouldn't hurt if i just do it with my brother's laptop. I mean, i used to do that before my macbook! Wow, i just realised how old this computer is. I even had 2008 christmas photos of michelle and i in here. Sadness

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I was always intrigued by the subject of love. Even at the age of eight years old, I always wondered about the wonderful feeling these love birds i see in the movies, or even the teenagers i see holding hands and being all over each other in park benches. Crushes. Boy, i had LOTS of them. I'd compare them to love sometimes even. You get all these butterflies in your stomach when you see them,

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2. 10

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Hello. I'm currently pissed off with everything right now. All i have is this laptop. Not even internet. This laptop isn't even mine. I just really need to vent. So... i opened wordpad. I broke my promise again. I just totally cut myself. Sigh. I'm sorry Brendan. And i'm sorry Josh. If you're actually reading this. Well if you haven't heard, Josh practically broke up with me. Well it's more

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Hi... Yesterday, wow. I really just don't know what to say. You know, Joshua told me he wanted to fast. From me. It's like, a very very long break from each other. 40 days. He told me that we needed it. I'm so afraid that at the end of it, i won't come back. It's just a break, but why do i feel like i'll lose him forever? I just woke up and i already want to break down and cry again. I'll see all

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Hey guys.Short post before i go get ready for school.Yesterday, i slept in class 70% of the time. I feel a little shit, really.Josh picked me up from school, i guess that's something to cheer me up a little, but he wouldn't talk.He bought Jologs, ate lunch then we went to walk taking lives. Great movie. Watched it when i was 7. Hahah. It came out in 2004. Stars Angelina Jolie so go!

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Yep, that's gonna be my confirmation name. Is it nice?So... I'm $15 away from my macbook charger. I'll finally be able to blog properly again! I'm slowly hating blogging on my phone. I think i sound really boring and especially, there are no pictures.Reese's Pieces, I Don't Know Who John Cleese Is is playing right now and i can kind of imagine Josh singing it while torturing me and Brendan and

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Hello guys! I had girls brigade leadership conference yesterday. It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Well, there was free food and notebooks so i was a happy girl! I learnt a lot from those talks. And how to tell if someone's a left brainer or a right brainer! Melissa's a left brainer. And i'm a right. After leadership conference, went to meet brendan, and went separate ways with melissa

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Hey guys! I skipped school yesterday. Well, even if they didn't allow me and Melissa to take a retest, i would've failed everything anyway. So... Too bad. I got up at about 7.30a.m because i was supposed to meet Melissa at Burger King. Her mom was treating us breakfast! While walking there, i met Brendan. I asked him to come 'cause i was in such a horrible mood and he never fails to make me feel

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Ugh. Yesterday was interesting, but because of that, i'm probably gonna fail every test there is today and Mdm Grace Lee is so gonna freak when she finds out i haven't completed a single piece of drawing since monday. It's not even my fault. Ugh. I was really so i the mood to study then this lowlife just has to try to attempt steal me and melissa's phone. Makes me wish i punched, bit and pulled

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Today, me and Melissa went to 310 void deck to study. This woman asked us for directions on where 320 is, the Melissa answered. Before she could finish, the woman grabbed Melissa's iPhone and ran. Lol. Then Melissa ran after her. When Melissa caught up, she pulled the woman's hair and kicked her which caused her to fall.Melissa asked the woman to give her back the phone, then the woman replied

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Hey guys, i've been awake since 5a.m for no reason at all. I'm sure i'm really awake by now (it's 6.14a.m) but i still don't feel like getting up. It's one of those days when you wake up and you just KNOW it's not gonna be a good day, so i'm not even gonna bother trying. I usually bathe every morning but today is just god damn cold. So i'm gonna be rotten today. Well i bathed last night so it's

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Okay i've never actually used the word "y'all" for anything before... This feels weird. Well, math common test is tomorrow & i'm here blogging on my phone via ymail. I really need to study... But i keep thinking it's too late. Spent the day having a human centipede marathon with Josh! Today was a horrible day actually. Well, a mix of everything. Woke up the night before at 12a.m and had a hard

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Hello guys. I suck. I don't know. I feel horrible. I have no one to talk to about these problems. I don't even know what the fuck my problem is. I cut myself. I don't have an excuse for it. I suck. What the fuck did i do to deserve being treated this way. I mean seriously. The whole world sucks. I hate you all. I hope the 21 12 2012 is real. Wow.

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So... i'm just gonna use it to rant. I have never been in such a depressed mood for a long time now, but today just sucks so bad for me. I can't even talk about shit to anyone. Not even Brendan, the person that i used to be able to tell everything to. I tried to ignore it for awhile, just tried to shut off every single thing that made me unhappy. Even Joshua. I just totally ignored all his

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I just woke up, and my daily morning routine had just caused me to come across something really... Interesting on facebook.It's on Melissa.P's wall. Apparently, there's this man that has been harrassing her. Note that this man is most likely a fully-grown man. Also, he isn't very physically appealing. Does anyone here like tits the size of watermelons? Even his stretch marks were... No. He's just

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I had a bad dream again. Like really. The thing is, i wouldn't mind if my dreams are unrealistic, but they feel so... Real. I dreamt that my family abandoned me at a random mall. I didn't know any place there, i don't think i was even in singapore. Soon, i found my way to a beach. Everyone i knew was there, but they didn't know me. Like i was just another stranger. I sat alone at a playground,

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So... I had another bad dream last night. Before i move on to that, i would like to apologise if my posts have been sounding half-assed lately. I just don't have my computer. It's a really sad thing. So, in my dream, i was in a different country. It was like a 3rd world country, and it was crowded, yet everyone was wearing nice clothes because we were all on our way to church. I think i ran

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Hey guys! Am blogging because Josh charged my laptop and you know, i miss blogging with my laptop. Hahah. Also am currently downloading songs. My left leg just totally died. I can't spread it. LOL. Am really excited for Cheer now. It's getting better and better (: . Hope the dance instructor would accept what me and Melissa came up with :D . YAYYY. Hahah. I don't have anything else to say but.

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Had a NIGHTMARE last night. I tried to kill myself by putting myself on drugs and just riding a harley davidson across a busy road and over the ledge. Why do i keep dying.

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Citizens of singapore, or, residents of bukit batok!If you spot an old chinese man about 1.65cm wearing red, please run.Mole on his face, fair complexion and slightly balding. That man is going to stroke you, ask for your name, which school you're from and your address. THEN HE'S GONNA ASK YOU TO MAKE LOVE WITH HIM IN THE TOILET.Are you scared yet? 'cause that's exactly what happened to my bro at

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Hi guys! Totally remembered my weird dream from last night! I dreamt i was running from officers naked across a city. It was tiring. At the end of the run, when i was somewhere "safe", like an alley, i realised i had a very big hole on my wrist. It was scary. Ugh. Someone please tell me what this means.

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Hello!I know i've been missing for a long long time. I still don't have my computer, and it's been awhile since i blogged with it.If you aren't that close to me or whatever, i guess you wouldn't know that i made a final decision and i picked josh. Yes, i was put under a lot of pressure. I don't even know why they're making me pick. Before you like degrade me as a slut or something, just think for

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Hey everybody! I would like to start by saying, anything said here, do not ask, it is preferable. I'm no longer with Jessica. Officially. Terminated. No hard feelings between us, we're both alright with each other. I broke up with her. I wish her best with the rest of her life, live long and prosper, happy Chinese new year! Signing off, Joshua.

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2. Just a little rant about a clueless boy. Ask me for the password if you really need it (: .

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Guys, waddap?! I'm kinda high right now because i totally found my old diary from when i was in primary 6! Including when i met Brendan and when we were together. Hahah. I searched for my diary then mainly because i was curious about me and Brendan's history. All started the day me and Brendan met, 19th April, 2008. To me, he was... rude. Yeah, i was totally serious when i say manners matter a

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Hey guys! Whaddup? Weirdest dream last night.Dreamt that the whole world was ending. Like, these Decepticon shit was destroying buildings and everything is on fire and they were trying to capture people. It was weird, 'cause in that dream there was me, Brendan and Celester. So like, he got a hold of us, and separated us into different cubicles on this building thing. It looked like a beehive

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Hello guys. So... today was really emotional for me. I didn't show it though. I didn't want to. I tried my best to distract myself with everything. I don't even remember blogging last night ._. . Well, i guess me and Brendan are okay now. Me and Joshua however... he broke up with me today. How straight-forward is that? I honestly didn't know how to feel at first. Melissa was there when i

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Legit tears right now guysSomehow my body got me to wake up at 3.36a.m thinking it was 5a.m. Wrong move to hang around the internet before i get up to take a bath.Okay i just don't even wanna read it again. It usually takes a lot for me to cry. Well i didn't even finish reading it before i couldn't hold it anymore. Fuck (: . I know i wanted to blog, but i didn't think it would be like this

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Guess who can't bloooooog!!!!!

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This feels so screwed up right now. I'm so numb, i don't even know how to feel. It's like a whole lot of feelings and ideas that are piling up on each other.Josh and i are on a time-out. It's a long story. I don't feel like talking about it. Whatever, i know it's my fault. Before any of you jump to conclusions, it has nothing to do with Brendan. I'm pretty sure it's not his fault. It's just a

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Hey guys! Thanks to Joshua, i have my computer back for about an hour since he charged it for me. Thanks Josh! Blog currently still getting views i think, thanks to the random posts i make with my phone. I think my phone posts suck. So much. Please ignore those. Please. So, to make up for the lack of updates on my blog (not that you really care), i'm going to make a really interesting post

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Hey guys, there is no way i can neglect my blog. Anyways, i have a lot of time right now. I woke up too early and now i have nothing to do.Oh shit, my art homework. Nevermind, let procrastination take its place.Yesterday, went out to BPP with mommaye 'cause she had lots of free time that day. Went shopping! I couldn't find my eyeballs. I've been looking for eyeballs everywhere! K now, at BPP

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Hey guys!It's 5 o'clock in the morning and no one's awake. I don't even know how i woke up!I'm blogging through my phone right now. It's so weird. My fingers feel to weak to press the buttons. There's going to be a lot of typo errors so... I hope you get through my blog post without getting too pissed off.I think the last time i blogged was on monday since i was talking about being the flyer

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Hey guys! Had cheerleading today. My predictions are right, i was so totally obviously going to be a flyer when i go cheerleading. 1. No one can deny that i'm flexible 2. I'm short and 37kg! . Okay i should stop showing off right? Well, cheerleading isn't that hard, and it's easier to balance on people when the base is actually holding you right. So... cheerleading is easy! Also, our instructor

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Sup guys?! I finally overcame my laziness and did two drawings today. I also went shopping with mom so now i have new clothes! Hahahah. Gah. There's nothing much to blog about. Hmmm, not really much of a good mood today. So sorry!

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Hey guys! Woke up today and that is how my bed hair looks. Hot or not? xD . Just kidding. If you think your bed hair is serious, just take a look at what serious be hair is. I made a dailybooth. I feel that, it's somewhere where i can post as many pictures as i want without being annoying because that's what the place is mainly for. Posting pictures. The thing is, everyone who uses dailybooth

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Hello guys (: I thought today was going to be a bad day. It honestly didn't start out well. Woke up, no new texts on my phone -.- . Hahah i know it's small but it gets worse from here. Left for school, didn't bring my pencil case. It only means my total mood to study just... whoosh. All gone. Not only that, there was temperature-taking that morning, so it pretty much sucks. I was forced to buy

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Hey guys what's up? Gahhhhhh. How does Brendan make himself so adorable at times. Hahahah. I was able to finish most of my homework. I also don't mind getting detention because i don't have plans to make anymore. I just never seem to have anything after school anymore. I'm so... bored. I actually had to turn to texting people all day to keep me entertained and not lonely. Maybe i'm not used

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Okay not really. I'm just so amused with this gif.

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Sup?! I'm finally blogging for realz yo. You guys must be wondering whattup with me and the weird sad emo shitz. Honestly, i don't know. Today is the first day of school. It was awesome so far! It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. I still haven't completed my holiday assignments though. I'm sure i can. No sweat! Yayyyyy. I need to keep in touch with myself more often. Decided to stop

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I just needed to let something out. 2.

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Hey guys, what's up? Thanks for continuing to pass by my blog even while i was gone. Totally appreciated. So, i was just going to blog about New Year's, but i guess all of you don't really care, do you? I know i don't. I'm so sick of seeing people blog/tweet/post about new year. It's getting overrated. Oops, did i just say that? Here's my New Year's resolutions anyway. 1. I want to stop

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Hey guys! So sorry for not blogging today. I seriously feel bad 'cause it makes me feel like i don't deserve the views that i got today. Hahah. So i guess i'll blog now! Joshua's coming back tomorrow. Okay, i'm a bad girlfriend okay. I honestly don't miss him THAT much. Like i do, but not as much as i should. I just don't like missing people or things... it's a bad feeling. Alright, if you

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And if you ever wonder, i never ever ever use references. I hate copying. To the max. And i know i suck at designing ballet clothes. Yeah that's about it.

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Hello. There's just some things i need to talk about. Apparently, Caleb is in a relationship with Jael now. I really don't know what to believe. First someone tells me they're just friends, and when they got together, he told Michelle it was fake. Alright, he told me it's not fake. Turns out, it's for real. I don't even know how to feel about this. I have so much things on my mind right now.

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So, I got into an argument with Jael, and she knows Nicholas Yak and Nicholas Yak knows Bryan Klass who's Brendan's brother and Nicholas Yak is also Cheryl's boyfriend. It's a small world after all. Today was a good day. Hung out with Brendan and Celester and they're really... interesting. Hahahah. Also had pizza and played guitar heroes. I lost my mood to blog. Ugh. No pictures today, Brendan

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Omg, you're such a stalker. I was going to post about how i shouldn't have said all those mean things but you just had to read that and find a problem with that. Excuse me, it's my blog. I can say whatever the fuck i want -.- . You can say shit about me if you want to. Why, you too soft-hearted to take a little bashing? Just a little tip, grow up. If you can't handle this, then how will you

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I haven't been this angry in awhile but bitch, you totally did it. I just can't describe this. I don't even know who you are and it's not even normal for me to hate but you, YOU. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Stop acting like he's yours because you little whore, you got nothing on him compared to Michelle. I MEAN NOTHING. I just want to tear you apart limb from limb. Just so you know, if anything happens,

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Hahah, Guia says she's currently checking my blog because she wants to see what i write about our epic adventure in Marina Bay Sands! Hahahahah. So, the day started with me and Michelle having a hangover from the previous night because we stayed up until 5a.m. We could actually fit on the sofa comfortably and fall asleep, with even my child joining me on my side :P . After hanging around my

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What upppppp. So, today, celebrated christmas with my peeps! Michelle and Guia came, and it was awesome. We haven't had a gathering between all our families in like, years. So... it really was enjoyable. Started out swimming with Michelle and we caught up on some stuff. After that, hung out at my place until our moms called us back down then we got changed. Next thing, James and Dexter arrived,

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Hey people, I'll be gone tonight, and might not see anybody in Singapore till next year! Hell, this years Christmas + new year will kinda suck, but at least I can shop in phils. I'll miss this place. Hey Jessica, I know you'll miss me, hell I wish I could go a bit later, I just wanna make the end of this year right. Maybe I'll bring you back a mistletoe. Better late than never right? Thanks baby

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Sup guys. It's currently 4a.m and so far, Christmas was not so bad afterall (: . Other than spending Christmas mass alone and family-less, because my Mom was the commentator and my Brother and Father doesn't care about the birth of Jesus, and my iPod actually hanging ): , that's about it. Although, i haven't kissed a guy (Josh please) under the mistletoe... which i always wanted to do in my

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Hey guys what's up. It's 24th December right now and you know what that means! It's Christmas Eve! I have to thank Kristiania for tweeting that. I would've forgotten ): . LOL. Crap, i'm supposed to be sad aren't i? But no, i'm too happy with my iPod Nano. Mom bought one each for me and my brother! Hahah. Awww my mom's so nice. Surprise? Hahahahhaha. I just miss listening to music so this is good

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It's so close to Christmas, but why am i in such a sour mood? I really can't help it. I thought it was the right thing to do. I was so sure it was going to make things better, but in the end, i just probably ruined all my chances of ever getting there. It's not supposed to matter, is it? Why does it matter so much to me? I just hate to lose, especially when i'm losing to you.

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Hey guys, sorry for emo-ing just now! Oh well, Jenna Marbles is a great method to cheer me up, and Brendan and Faizal are great for diverting my attention towards other things (: . I went to Joshua's house today, it was alright i guess. Julienne got us pizza! Such a great lil sis :3 . I love the Domino's pizza that has the chicken and mushroom and cheese toppings. I forgot what it was called...

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Sigh, all i ever feel when i enter this household is crap. I feel like crap. It's just something that happens every time i come over that makes me feel down. Maybe i'll never come back. I don't ever want to come back. It's okay if i'm unwanted here, it's okay. Who said i wanted to be here in the first place? Alright, i'm never coming back.

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I remembered Joshua showing me this awhile back, and i thought it was worth sharing to you guys. I think it applies most of the time. Hahah. Well, if you aren't an internet addict like me, you won't get it. At all. So yeah. But to those who do get ALL of these, hello fellow surfer!

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Hey guys! I'm waking up later and later everyday! Gosh, i have to start sleeping early ): . I'll try to sleep early tonight, okay? When Josh gets home. Wow, i can finally text Josh again. Wanna know why? His parents still didn't pay for his phone bill, but they bought him a new army phone instead. Hahah! Well, it's better than nothing, honestly! I like mice. Year of the Rat baybeh! Today, i

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Hello. I wanna talk about something that's been on my mind the whole day. I'm beginning to think i'm delusional. Paranoid. I always thought everyone hated me, one way or another. Maybe it's because people actually told me their honest first impression of me, and it wasn't really a good thing. People told me, i seemed really plastic. That the way i handle myself, the way i move, the things i say

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Hello guys! This morning, i went out to meet Lynn to hang out and catch up with each other as we did not see each other during the holidays at all. I guess our blogs did not provide enough detail on what was going on in our lives. I know you're all aware that there are just certain things that you can't post online ;) . Met up with Lynn, and it was really nice. I could still talk to her like

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I'm not feeling it. I'm not really looking forward to christmas. In fact, i don't like christmas at all. I might even say i hate it. It just brings back last christmas. I hate last christmas. Every time i think about it, tears well up in my eyes. I thought christmas was supposed to be a happy day. Well, thanks to Josh ditching me and ignoring me for the whole of christmas eve. His excuse was, it

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Hey guys! I'm awesome. Hahah. I just had a Lion King Marathon with my (sleeping) Mother and Lion King to was joined by my brother. He didn't want to watch the first one because he claims that he remembers the plot. Still, Lion King 2 is my all time favourite. I'm thinking it's because of the awesome love story. I was never really into love stories, but Lion King 2 is really sweet. I really,

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Hello guys! Omg, it's so close to the school reopening and i haven't finished my holiday assignments ): . I hope i can finish it before christmas. That way, i can celebrate christmas with no worries (: . I had this weirdass dream last night. Me and Josh was at this spring, and we were just wading in it and enjoying the cool water. So it was romantic, but it was soon interrupted by a guy nearby.

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1. It's 3.16am and i'm crying.

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Hi guys i forgot to blog. Actually, i fell asleep at 9pm and i was pretty proud of it. There's no point anymore because well i'm awake and it's fucking 12.01am. Good luck to falling asleep for me now. Yeah. So, today was pretty boring. Thanks to my goddamn sleeping schedule, i keep losing track of time. For example, right now, it feels like it's Monday. I don't like this feeling at all. Just

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I'm finally making another youtube video! I should really delete the old video, but that's what recording is all about, isn't it? You see where you have improved in the past year! I'm really excited to post this vid, but i hope the music won't be taken down! I hope you guys like the video, i sped it up as much as i can just so you guys wouldn't get too bored watching the things you don't really

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Hi guys! Today was really eventful. Kinda high right now, i'm not even legal. I spent the afternoon in my house, Josh finally got his synth back! Did i mention it was lost? He left it in the bus. Heeeeeh, my careless Baobei. I still love you dear! So i woke up at 8a.m this morning, which means i've been awake for nineteen hours now. Awesome! Alright, i woke up at 8a.m and called SBS lost and

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Hey guys! I'm using my old tagbox but i deleted all the messages because it was filled with spam :D . Well, this is fun. I have now no tags at all :D I'm a looooooooooseeeerrrrrrr :D . On the brighter side, i achieved a perfect 180 degree split on my back catch. First time ever today! I feel INVINCIBLE. Maybe until i see another person do one better than me ): . Alright ciaos! I didn't know

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Hey guys. I guess the late night is making me gloomy. I tend to over-think at night, especially when it's past three in the morning. So, i just realised today how much i changed over the past year. It's so weird really, i used to like the past, but now i hate it. I dread loath it. I think that the new thing now is that i'm aware of the factors that led to this. I really really hate the past. I

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Hey guys! Am currently keeping Brendan alive by talking to him. Hahah. I didn't text him at all today because i was with Joshua :/ . I feel bad now ): . It's just that, Joshua's leaving soon. He's leaving next week for the Philippines and he won't come back until 31st. I swear, i wanna spend New Year's Eve with him ): . Want want want. And i wanna spend time with Michelle on Christmas! It's

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Hey guys! I ingested large proportions of milk and cereal today. One in the morning to four at night which means five altogether! I'm going to be a fat child. Joshua says my appetite is getting weird because of my period, but in my whole preteen life, i never ever realised a relation between my period and my appetite. I know when i get my period, i just get completely lazy. I mean, i'm totally

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Hey guys! Just wanna blog about how much i hate my morning today. Actually, i just wanna blog about how much i hate last night and my dream and the morning. So, what's up? A wave of loneliness has been washing over me lately and i don't even know why. I shouldn't be lonely, right? I mean, i have so many people i can talk to, anytime i want. Yet, i don't, and instead i do my own "alone" things :

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Hey guys! Went to Joshua's house today. It was quite fun. LOL. Braided my hair today and i finally wore the skirt that mom got me. Josh, jobo and i played plants vs. zombies in the ipad and macbook and it was fun! Hahah. I miss Plants vs. Zombies. It's okay, i'm gonna get an itouch soon from Brendan! Freakin excited. I'm still... touchless. LOL. I actually fell asleep because the bed was so

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So Josh has been doing this video for the band, and it's finally done! Introducing, Peem and Shiva, and a bunch of other retarded videos of the band having fun :D .

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Hey guys! I made MCS a blog but it's totally unprofessional still so just check it out, give it a little views please and thank you (: . Comment or whatever where i can improve on it. Be a sexy beast and help MCS get more attention. Hahah. MIDCHILDSYNDROME.BLOGSPOT.COM

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Here's a gif. Josh made. Hope it makes your day.

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Free service has to stopThanks for using ShoutMix for all these year. I have been providing free shoutboxes on the World Wide Web for over 7 years now. It wasn't long before I realized being 100% free is not sustainable. Just before ShoutMix's first birthday, it almost had to be closed. ShoutMix has tried to work with the freemium business model ever since. Conversion rates were low with the

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K guys i know i've been really negative lately but fuck it. How do you want me to be positive about all the circumstances? I hate you. I really do. I know deep down in my heart i hate you, because you ruined my life. From the start. I know there's something wrong with me, and you're to blame. You're not a father, you're not a husband, you're a fucking bitch. Your own son's books and you can't

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So i'm on facebook right now, and there's this persuasive guy who is messaging me asking me to accept his friend request (I already ignored it btw) when i told him that you know, i stopped adding people i don't know. Then he said that he just wants to know me and "be my friend" and i was like no thank you i already have friends. Hahah. But seriously la, i told him that i already have a boyfriend

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Hey guys, just some pictures to brighten up my blog a little. This was my outfit for today. Yep, i didn't bother editing it because i was lazy so there's a sleeping woman behind me and you can see all the ugly things in my room. I hurt myself by digging my nails into my skin now because cutting is so mainstream. Hahah. They're actually open wounds. Gah. Nails too long. Not perfect.

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Hey guys, guess what? My phone pissed me off more than i already am because it made me retype the whole blog post. Forget about blogging through my phone. I don't care. I'm getting Brendan's iTouch! Today is me and Josh's 14th month. I almost forgot lol. But i updated like one page of the book because we didn't have much time. Here is where i start ranting. Story goes like, i laid out my dress

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" .... a young fan had explained to me that her boyfriend had just recently died in a car accident. She told me that he held her hand for the first time at our one of our shows. She told me that she just wanted to thank us for being a part of their lives. This was one of the most shocking and heartbreaking things I'd ever heard. I wrote the song as a gift to her. It's meant to be her boyfriend

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This is the part of my blog where i pretend i'm talking to random people because they're not talking to me. To Josh: Hello Baby. What's up? How's fatboys? You're making me miss you and it's not even funny. I wish your Dad would get his pay already and pay your phone bills :/ . I found this movie on Melissa's facebook wall. Warren posted it there. It's called "The Vow" and it comes out on

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The first thing i saw in the morning (: Hey guys! I woke up today, and i decided to be productive. So i guess i'll plan the scrapbook and think of getting the printer i'm looking for as soon as possible. I'm so short on cash ): . I want a photo printer and an ipod touch and altogether, that costs about $550 :/ . So i'm not really sure which one i should get. I mean, i already told Brendan

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I don't know, maybe it would help? I used to blog on my itouch a lot because my time on the computer was limited... and i guess blogging on the itouch reminded me of when my blog didn't get as many views (or i didn't really give a shit) and how i used to be more honest.I bet some of you can actually tell that i'm trying my best to be that open girl i used to be, but as i get older, i care more

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Okay i just had to blog about this. So, there's this girl who's trending on twitter right now. It's really hilarious, because she didn't really do anything wrong. She wrote an article in the newspaper (i think, the image looked like a newspaper), and she wrote about her opinions towards kpop and its fans. In my opinion, i don't think she did anything wrong because everybody has opinions. It's

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